Thursday, March 31, 2011

I would've made an exceptional only child.

Seriously. I can't take your negative attitude anymore. It's bringing me down. I'm sorry that you are drowning in your misery but don't suffocate everyone else with your bullshit too.

If you have a problem with me, the fact that I have been fortunate enough to find the love of my life and marry him, or that I do not make financial contributions to our household, EFF OFF. I don't care. I am content with being a lump on the couch and so is Phil. And honestly, it isn't your business anyway. If I desire to sleep my days away, it is a matter that concerns the three members of my immediate family and that includes my dog. Your opinion is nowhere near as important.

I am irked that I have to constantly listen to your snide comments. Tired. Of. It. Tired of you. I'm pretty sure the little things that I do for my husband in our normal, healthy, loving relationship more than make up for the fact that I haven't been working for the past year. Being a military spouse? You wouldn't understand. You don't even know what it's like to be married because you haven't even managed that in your 30 years. The sacrifices, the compromising, the give and take, not knowing where he is or if he's safe, the anxiety of it all? I know he'll never take it for granted that I support him no matter what he chooses in this life with his career and that is more important than any job I could have just to bring a little more money to the table.

Quit being bitter and live your own life. I'm done with you and I'm moving on.

1 comment:

cmrpaul said...

Le sigh. I'm very sorry for you. The part about it being your business, now, I know I have heard her utter that phrase at least a million times so I have no doubt she knows she's crossing a line. However, I also believe she is insane with jealousy and/or rage at all times. Not that that is an excuse but you get me. She's reached an age and point in her life when it is socially unacceptable to not have her ducks in row. I wish she'd focus on that and not pooping on you being happy. Jeez. I applaud your efforts to be the bigger person and give it another try but we can only help ourselves. <>